March 2009
1 post
I had a strange dream
I am posting about my strange dream…in the dream I went to Japan…to Tokyo actually, and there were so many amazing stores of all kinds…on all levels. it was a crazy, futuristic tokyo where giant skyscrapers criscrossed together with the help of nearly transparent skyways on all levels and each layer of buildings was covered in brilliant lights and people every where. It was...
February 2009
3 posts
so sad, so miserable. why...
:( sorry for depressing bulletin, all you assholes out there can shove it up yourself. dont call me emo……. basically, i am going crazy in the hamster wheel in my head “does he love me or does he just not want to be lonely, does he find me annoying, is he just using me, why did i move here, etc” back home when i felt sad, i would go to the special two parks and walk around,...
Some ups and downers
I don’t know what’s going on with my life right now. I Feel like, I’m really happy and yet not happy at all. I feel like I have a major sense of tunnel vision. That’s why I like to smoke, it helps remind me of who I am and who I am not. I feel unsatisfied with my life right now. Jeremy works all the time and when he is not working I am working. We barely see each other and...
January 2009
12 posts
Gahhhg :f
I am rather tired. I need to switch my schedule to stay up laaate. yes sir. oh but i dont reaaaly want weekends off! ya see, i would get nothing but partying done if i had weekends off. hmmm. or i would laze around all day cuz it would be the “weekend” so i wouldn’t feel like i had to be a busy bai.
lessee, i had something to say.
oh yea—stingrays, manta rays, bacteria,...
I missed Combichrist yet again.
I was up til 3:30 am yesterday and had work at 7:30. I didn’t feel tired at all but i decided to take a nap before Combichrist and i fell asleep until 9:45. I had a long dream about there being some kind of cataclysmic disaster.
